• “JODY” PLUS SIZE CANDLE

    $32.00

    A candle that celebrates the human form, perfect exactly the way it is. Jody is an excellent gift for lovers and friend, or for yourself. Set it on your bedside table to remind yourself that your body isn’t on it’s way to perfect, you are perfect.

    • *New and Improved*
    • Slightly protruding outie,Β fluffy chest with body hair, back rolls
    • Hand poured, using soy wax, fragrance oils
    • The scent is light, not overwhelming the senses
    • Height: 4 inch,Β Length: 2.2 inch,Β Width: 2,3 inch

    3D candles likeΒ Jody are usually not burned, but rather used as home dΓ©cor.Β If you would like to light the candle, put it on a fire safe dish as the wax will drip. The candle may not burn completely, however, remaining wax can be reused by transferring into a wax warmer and melted.

    JodyΒ is a handmade, hand poured candle. As such, imperfections and variations in shade are a natural occurrence. They simple add to the beauty of the art.Β Because of the type of candle this is, no burn time is predicted or guaranteed.

    All candles have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • THIGHS OF THUNDER PLUS SIZE LEG CANDLE

    $32.00

    Our original design legs candleΒ is aΒ celebration of thunder thighs, butt dimples, chubby ankles and beautiful, strong legs.Β 

    • Thunder thighs, butt dimples, a belly pouch, chubby ankles and strong legs.Β 
    • 11.75 ounces, hand poured, using soy wax and fragrance oils
    • Height:Β 6.5 inch,Β Length:Β 3.5 inch,Β Width:Β 3 inch

    Thighs of Thunder is a piece of home dΓ©cor. If you would like to light the candle, put it on a fire safe dish as the wax will drip.Β Transfer and remaining wax into a wax melter and continue to enjoy.Β Imperfections,Β tiny air pockets, and color differentiations are natural andΒ EXPECTED, simply adding to the beauty of the art. Because of the type of candle this is, no burn time is predicted or guaranteed.

    All candles have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • “ONYX” PLUS SIZE PREGNANT CANDLE

    $32.00

    Onyx isΒ fat pregnant body candle, the perfect home (or office) decor for expectant parents, birth workers, or anyone that loves art that celebrates diverse bodies.

    • A CTOAN Original Design
    • Pregnant belly, chest surgery scars, back rolls, and hip dips
    • Hand poured, using soy wax and fragrance oils

    25 cents from every Onyx soldΒ will be donated to an organization that works to actively reduce the Black childbirth mortality rate and is trans inclusive in its work. Until 12/31/23 the recipient of these funds will be Ancient Song Doula Services.

    OnyxΒ is a piece of home dΓ©cor. If you would like to light the candle, put it on a fire safe dish as the wax will drip.Β Transfer and remaining wax into a wax melter and continue to enjoy.Β Imperfections,Β tiny air pockets, and color differentiations are natural andΒ EXPECTED, simply adding to the beauty of the art. Because of the type of candle this is, no burn time is predicted or guaranteed.

    All candles have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • “DORELL” PLUS SIZE PREGNANT CANDLE

    $32.00

    Dorell, named after CTOAN founder Jodyann Morgan’s mother, is a fat pregnant body candle, complete with butt dimples, back rolls, and hand painted gold stretch marks. This is literally the first actually fat lifelike pregnant candle we’ve seen anywhere (and trust me, we’ve googled it to oblivion).Β 

    • Pregnant belly,Β back rolls, hip dips and medium breast
    • Hand painted stretch marks on belly and breast (design varies)
    • Hand poured, using soy wax and fragrance oils

    25 cents from every signature Dorell soldΒ will be donated to an organization that works to actively reduce the Black childbirth mortality rate and is trans inclusive in its work.Β Until 12/31/23, the recipient of these funds will beAncient Song Doula Services.

    DorellΒ is a piece of home dΓ©cor. If you would like to light the candle, put it on a fire safe dish as the wax will drip.Β Transfer and remaining wax into a wax melter and continue to enjoy.Β Imperfections,Β tiny air pockets, and color differentiations are natural andΒ EXPECTED, simply adding to the beauty of the art. Because of the type of candle this is, no burn time is predicted or guaranteed.

    All candles have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • VULVA WAX MELT

    $14.00
    CTOAN’s original vulva wax melt isΒ visually stunning,Β with slight hair detailing and nearly 4 oz of soy wax.Β It can be usedΒ as home decor, melted in a large wax melter, or cut into quarters for use in more compact melters.
    • The vulva is aΒ CTOAN original design
    • 3.5″ in diameter, 3.8 ounces
    • Hand poured using soy wax and fragrance oil

    Use in a quality wax melter for best experience.Β The wax from the wax melt can be remelted and enjoyed until it no longer has a fragrance. Imperfections,Β tiny air pockets, and color differentiations are natural andΒ EXPECTED, simply adding to the beauty of the art.

    All candlesΒ and wax melts have a processing time of 4 – 6 weeks.

  • “AMARI” PLUS SIZE FUPA CANDLE

    $29.00

    Do you want to surround yourself with art that uplifts you, paying homage to the beauty of all bodies, not just the ones that society glorifies?Β Then this is the candle for you.Β Amari isΒ the perfect nude art gift to set on your bedside table, mantel, or window sill.

    • Full belly, small breast, back rolls, flatter butt, arm rolls, and a FUPA
    • A CTOAN original design
    • Hand poured, using soy wax and fragrance oils
    • Height: 4 inch, Widest diameter: 8.5 inches,Β Weight: 8.25 ounces

    Amari is a handmade, hand poured candle. As such,Β imperfectionsΒ and variations in shade are a natural occurrence. They simple add to the beauty of the art.Β Because of the type of candle this is, no burn time is predicted or guaranteed.Β Burning instructions here.

    All candles have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • FANNY CANDLE

    $29.00

    Nothing quite like a fat ass fannyΒ onΒ your bedside table, am I right? CTOAN’sΒ FannyΒ candle isΒ the perfect nude art gift to set on your bedside table, mantel, or window sill.

    • Round butt, withΒ no innie or outie visible (cuz genitals don’t matter anyway)
    • Hand poured, using soy waxΒ and fragrance oils

    TheΒ FannyΒ is a piece of home dΓ©cor. If you would like to light the candle, put it on a fire safe dish as the wax will drip.Β Transfer and remaining wax into a wax melter and continue to enjoy.Β Imperfections,Β tiny air pockets, and color differentiations are natural andΒ EXPECTED, simply adding to the beauty of the art. Because of the type of candle this is, no burn time is predicted or guaranteed.

    All candles have a processing time of 4 – 6 weeks.

  • “FRANKIE” PLANTER

    $44.00

    If you’re a fan of our candles but long for more permanent, eye-catching art, then this planter is tailor-made for you. We’ve taken our beloved “Frankie” design and transformed it into a functional masterpiece.

    • 3D printedΒ using PLA, aΒ durable plant-based plastic
    • Includes a custom-fitted drip tray printed with our website.
    • 3 drainage holes on the bottom of the planter

    Keep the planter away from flames and temps above 100Β°F. To clean, wipe with a damp cloth. Ensure your plant thrives by preventing it from becoming root bound. Expect small imperfections such as blemishes, rough surfaces, and fine lines due to the 3D printing process. Colors may vary slightly due to screen calibration differences.

    Our original Frankie design was adapted byΒ Griot Goods,Β a Black, nonbinary-owned small business that makes planters into fat art (check out their designs!).

    PlantersΒ have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • “FANNY” PLANTER

    $55.00

    If you’re a fan of our candles butΒ want more permanent, eye-catching art, then this planter isΒ exactly what you’re looking for! Our popularFannyΒ design has been reimagined for all the plant parents out there, complete with stretch marks, an apron belly and butt dimples.

    • 3D printedΒ using PLA, aΒ durable plant-based plastic
    • Heart shaped drainage holes on the bottom of the planter
    • Includes a custom-fitted drip tray printed with our website.
    • 4β€³ tall, 17.5β€³ diameter at widest points, 3.5β€³ wide opening on the top

    Keep the planter away from flames and temps above 100Β°F. To clean, wipe with a damp cloth. Ensure that your planter will last a long time by preventingΒ your plantΒ from becoming root bound.

    Expect small imperfections such as blemishes, rough surfaces, and fine lines due to the 3D printing process. Colors may vary slightly due to screen calibration differences.

    Our original Fanny design was adapted byΒ Griot Goods, a Black, nonbinary-owned small business that makes planters into fat art (check out their designs!).

    PlantersΒ have a processing time ofΒ 4 –Β 6 weeks.

  • Bri’s FREE Body Grief Guide (Body Image with Bri)

    $0.00

    A 10 page guide that highlights the 4 reasons you may be stuck in your body image.

    This guide provides an overview of what body grief really is and includes Bri’s 4 part formula for healing your body grief.

    You will get:

    • 10 page guide
    • An explaination of the stages of body grief and how it coincides with body image.
    • Description of 4 common stuck points.
    • What body grief may look like.
    • What you can do about it.
  • The Body Grievers Course (Body Image with Bri)

    $0.00

    Have you ever felt a physical response in your body all because you saw a photo of yourself?

    The perception of your body image is in conflict with the cognition of your body image.

    If you resonate with this – you’re probably at the end of your rope. You’ve tried all the diets, you’re trying out this body positivity thing and you still feel stuck. You feel desperate for some brain space back and all of this work feels hopeless.

    How does one even begin to reconstruct our thoughts of body hatred?

    I’m here for you.Β 

    Inside the Body Grievers Course, you’ll finally learn how to live in your body, regardless of shape or size and find a community that is struggling with the same things you are.

    Join us on the road to self discovery!

  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD – THE NEXT GENERATION SHOULDN’T HAVE FEWER RIGHTS

    $10.00
  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD – WEIGHT IS NOT AN INDICATOR OF HEALTH

    $10.00
  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD – YIPPEE-KI-YAY IT’S GREAT TO BE GAY!

    $10.00
  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD: RIOTS NOT DIETS

    $10.00
  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD: YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE THE SAME SIZE AS YOUR PARTNER

    $10.00
  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD – REST! CAPITALISM IS EXHAUSTING

    $10.00
  • Getting Jiggly With it – Movement In A Fat Body Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    Movement/fitness/exercise by any definition isΒ neverΒ an obligation or barometer of worthiness. But for fat people who want to move our bodies within a fat positive, Health at Every Size framework – whether it’s because we enjoy it, or because of the benefit(s) we get from it (even if we don’t enjoy it,) whatever our reasons, a fatphobic culture can create barriers, misinformation, and other difficulties for us. In this workshop we’ll explore tips, tricks, and information to help us move our bodies for our own reasons, within a fat positive framework. (This workshop can also be helpful to fitness pros who want to create a fat-positive practice!)

    Topics will include:

    • Exploring the options for movement (including doing it on the cheap, and options for those with chronic pain, illness and/or disability)
    • When you want to move, but can’t seem to find the motivation
    • Busting myths about moving in a fat body
    • Finding clothes and gear
    • Finding a fat-affirming gym/studio/instructor/trainer/coach
    • Dealing with fatphobia in the fitness world
    • Strategies for embracing and/or managing sweat, chub rub, and jiggle
    • Resources for finding support
  • Dealing with Diet Culture and Fatphobia at the Holidays Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    With family gatherings, work parties, New Years bashes, New Years Resolutions, and a ton of diet ads… the holiday season can be a perfect storm of diet culture, weight stigma, and other nonsense. You’ll leave this workshop with perspectives, reframes, tips, tricks, and practical techniques to help you deal with everything from holiday diet ads to workplace weight loss talk to the family and friends food police so that you can have a happy holiday season on our own terms – whether you celebrate any holidays or not.

    Topics will include:

    • Things we can do now to decrease fatphobic nonsense at the holidays
    • Handling the β€œFamily and Friends Food Police” and body shame brigade
    • Dealing with holiday diet talk at work, events etc. (in person or virtual)
    • Fat-friendly events – creating events that are fat accommodating (in person or on Zoom!) and what to do when you’re attending one that isn’t
    • What to do about all those frickin’ diet ads
    • Dealing with passive aggressive holiday fat shaming (gift membership to a diet club, I’m looking at you…)
    • Keeping diet culture out of our New Year’s resolutions
  • Using Activism As A Self-Care Practice Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    There’s a lot of work to be done in the world, in order to do that work we need to remain resilient and avoid burnout. Activism can create needed change, but it can also create overwhelm, especially when we’re fighting against our own oppression. In this workshop we’ll discuss philosophies and real world strategies to turn some of that work from draining and potentially harmful, into a self-care practice that supports us and helps protect us from the effects of oppression.

    Topics include:

    • Concepts/philosophies of self-care activism
    • Techniques for low-risk activism
    • Techniques for low-energy-consumption activism
    • Strategies for dealing with trolls, sea lions, and other unpleasant creatures
    • Strategies to use activism to increase resilience
    • Combining activism and self-expression to create self-care
  • When Good Friends Do Bad Diets Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    In the When Good Friends Do Bad Diets workshop, we talk about how the diet industry is doing everything it can to convince all of us to make another (ultimately doomed) weight loss attempt. Even when we aren’t fooled, often our nearest and dearest are still riding the diet roller coaster. And typically that means that they want to talk about it – anywhere and everywhere – in ways that can be anything from annoying to harmful. In this workshop we’ll talk about options for dealing with this in all the scenarios that we may find ourselves in.

    Topics Include:

    • Workplace diet talk
    • Workplace weight loss challenges
    • When you want to keep the friendship but need to lose the diet talk
    • Dealing with diet talk within your family
    • What if my partner decides to diet?
    • Diet talk and before/after pictures on social media
    • How to handle heroes and celebrities we’re fans of going on diets
    • How/when to tell people the truth about diets
    • How/when to talk about Health At Every Size
    • Protecting ourselves when we can’t avoid diet talk
  • Dealing with Fatphobia At Work Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    In the Dealing with Fatphobia at Work Workshop, we’ll talk about how fatphobia can create all kinds of challenges and difficulties in the workplace that fat people are left to navigate in order to simply make a living. These things aren’t our fault, but do become our problem so we’ll discuss options for navigating fatphobia at work.

    Topics will include:

    • Interview process
    • Negotiating salary and raises
    • Asking for accommodation – from chairs to uniforms and more
    • Accommodation in work-related travel
    • Accommodation in work-related events
    • Fatphobic workplace β€œwellness” programs
    • Dealing with fatphobic co-workers and office diet talk
    • Options to make your workplace more fat-friendly for employees and customers
  • Navigating Weight Stigma at the Doctor’s Office with Shelby Gordon Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    In this workshop Shelby and Ragen will discuss the intersectionality of weight stigma in healthcare with other marginalizations including racism, healthism, ableism, homophobia, transphobia and more, the research around weight and health, and tips, tricks, and strategies for getting competent, evidence-based, care from healthcare practitioners, even when they, and the system they are working in, are mired in weight stigma.

  • Reproductive Care for Fat Patients With Nicola Salmon Workshop (Ragen Chastain)

    $20.00

    In this workshop Nicola and Ragen will discuss all aspects of reproductive care for fat patients, including dealing with weight stigma at the ob/gyn, debunking myths about fat pregnancy, the basics of getting pregnant in a fat body, and information about IUI and IVF, and birth control including emergency contraception and abortion care. This talk will be both weight and gender inclusive.

  • DIGITAL DOWNLOAD – I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOUR DIET

    $10.00